Thursday, February 4, 2016

Wednesday, February 3, 2016

Mea Maxima Culpa...

Most Accurate Metaphor
To Describe My Ego?
A Junkyard Dog
Which is how and why 
I'd rather be right
 than well-liked!

Monday, February 1, 2016


Forget Waldo!
Where's Robert K. Martin,
former CFO of the
North Broward 
Hospital District? 
Stay tuned!

Sunday, January 31, 2016

          Broward County – Hospital Trends
                                2008                2015
Net Income    Net Income
Public Hospitals
Broward General      $40,510,479   $13,451,630
Coral Springs           $6,316,270     $7,531,912
Imperial Point           $9,491,128     $1,588,277
North Broward         $22,736,076   $7,625,538
Total                       $79,073,953    $30,197,357         (62%)          
Memorial Miramar   $22,457,112   $44,250,421
Mem. Pembroke     ($625,310)     ($6,143,703)
Memorial Regional  $2,928,759     $136,069,986
Memorial West        $30,408,322   $91,822,283
Total                       $55,168,883   $265,998,987       382%          

Private Hospitals    
Cleveland Clinic       $21,528,490   $80,471,707
Florida Medical       ($5,901,160)    $4,095,802
Holy Cross               $25,063,899)  $19,105,000
Northwest               ($2,337,650)    $25,233,796             
Plantation                ($10,660,816)  $3,553.992
University                $1,499,489      $6,127,050
Westside                  $13,840,999    $49,552,373
Total                       $3,566,269      $188,139,720      5,176%  
 Agency for Health Care Administration
 American Hospital Directory

Thursday, January 14, 2016

One man's life...

"Let he who has eyes..."
     After easing the pain and suffering of untold thousands, my long time friend and healer Dr. Nabil El Sinadi ended his life with two self-inflicted gun shot wounds on a South Florida afternoon a week ago today (1/17/16).
   "So it goes."
   Yesterday, six days after Nabil's suicide, more than a thousand folks gathered in the cavernous bowels of Fort Lauderdale's First Baptist Church to honor the good doctor's life and legacy.
   At the end, the good doctor had risen through the often profit-driven ranks of his profession to become the Chief Executive Officer of the North Broward Hospital (dba Broward Health) - the tenth largest public health care system in the nation and the epicenter of indigent care in Florida's second largest county.  
 Aside from a moving and profoundly personal eulogy from his daughter, Nabil's legacy was recalled by four men in suits and uniforms - each a seriously official representative from church and state.
   One among the host of sick and suffering whose pain Nabil sought to ease.
   And so it is my honor to offer a loving tribute* from a local EMS technician who worked side by side with Nabil to give care and comfort to a nameless host of South Florida's sick and suffering.
    by Megan Thompson, CCEMTP
    I met him (Nabil) when I first started working at the hospital (Board General Medical Center)  as an ER tech in 2010, fresh out of paramedic school. 
     When I first met him I was intimidated. I had heard of him before and that he was very well-respected in his field. (He was) Very tall, and broad, appeared confident.
      My anxiety was placated by his genuine smile, kind eyes, firm handshake.  He welcomed me to the team.
      I had the privilege of working side by side with him in the ER.
     When our (ER) department was over-flowing with patients and it seemed like I just couldn't keep up, he would
remind me that I could and keep up the good work. That motivated me to work harder and smarter. I didn't want to let him down.
      He treated us at Broward Health with such compassion.          
      He believed in us and the work we were doing.
      We felt like we were making a difference.
      He was such a good man and humble, always asking about my family and my kids. If I ever needed anything, he was always willing to help if he could. 
      Suicide is such a sad thing.  It's hard to reach out for help when all you see is darkness around you. 
      Especially in my field, we put down others for having depression or other forms of mental illness. 
       I don't know why we do it, maybe some of us are ignorant, or just don't care, maybe we try to blend in with the crowd. (In) denial with our own illness, afraid of the repercussions   
     This is very sad. Not only is it the  cold hard truth of our (health care) field we work in, but the world we live in today.
     It's shocking, but you never know what people are going through. We tend to invalidate others thinking they just shouldn't "feel" that way because of (their) success, respect,  money... whatever the case..."Oh just get over it, you'll be fine, others have it much worse than you".
   Whatever he (Nabil) was feeling, it was reality to him.    
    We need to our eyes and hearts without judgment and accept people for all that they are. 
    As a society, we need to stop stigmatizing (mental illness).     
    It's a shame we have to hide parts of ourselves for fear of criticism.
   But to show a "flaw" like depression or other mental illness is frowned upon?
   They question your capabilities and begin to pick you apart.
   (Nabil) had compassion for others and was there for us.
   But were we there for him?
   If he had opened up, would we have still looked at him the same?

    Fair Question.
   NOTE: In the interest of full-disclosure,  I have struggled with a diagnosis of depression for most of my life. 
                           *Slightly edited for clarity

Wednesday, January 13, 2016


          Florida Baker Act Exams
          Involuntary Exam for Mental Illness
Florida         2002              2014
Population     16.69 million   19.89 million   16.7% 
Baker Act 
   Exams        99,772            181,471          81.9% 

Monday, January 11, 2016


An existential 
tightrope walk
between the
spiritual and the material